J-ray says it’s all becoming too much for him to bear — after nearly getting into a street fight at a BET Awards after-party, he says he’s having suicidal thoughts.
Ray expressed his emotions with an alarming social media post in which he references a dispute that occurred backstage at Sunday night’s BET Awards at the Peacock Theater in downtown Los Angeles – he says: “What the f..k. blowing – it’s making me suicidal and uncomfortable with the perception of reality!”
His Monday morning post came hours after he was involved in a standoff outside GlorillaBET Awards afterparty. Ray and a Zeus Network executive were yelling about fighting with each other, while the bodyguards were trying desperately to keep things peaceful. Ray threw a punch, but didn’t hit anyone. At one point, Ray grabbed a backpack from his vehicle and ran back into the crowd – it’s unclear what was in the bag, but his team managed to convince him to get back into the vehicle and they drove away without further incident.
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BACKGROUND GRID
Of course, this fight isn’t the only thing on Ray J’s mind. He also talked about BET blocking him from attending the awards show, questioning… “I don’t know who they didn’t want me to see – it was weird .”
Separately, he also complained: “THEY PAID ME TO KEEP QUIET AND I DID! I FEEL BAD AND I HATE MYSELF FOR THIS! I DON’T WANT ANY MORE OF YOUR DIRTY MONEY!!”
Disturbingly he also says goodbye and apologizes to his sister. brandyand cryptically promises… “I’ll fix this, I won’t let them get away with it!”
Ray J’s loved ones were equally worried about him in October 2022 when, as we reported, he made several posts talking about suicide while he was sitting on a ledge.
We reached out to those close to Ray J to see if he’s safe and to find out what’s bothering him.
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